A.O.B.

At one moment,you are joyful,happy,energetic,and celebrating the wonders of life and the universe.

But just in 1 second your life is turned around,its either we are mourning,either we are broke,or maybe left in ths room with a million unanswered questions,bt take a look at how lives like mine are ment to be,people like me didn't get opportunities for a better life bt everyday i tell you we strive for the best.we meet people,that become a part of us,and we smile and laugh,even creating a foundation for love with that special someone.The only thing that fucks up everythng is fate.questions like,am i ready to commit?,can i take the pressure,that is not even there?.maybe its coz ma past life has had challenges,like loosing to love at an early age,and also loosing a mom and growing up in a hostel for most of ur childhood,demn! My life is the kind that is not lived according to norms,i dnt wake up on a normal breakfast nor do i get to seat down for lunch,i just eat on the go,wit endless dreams and aspirations on ma mind! Currently iam hurt by joey's condition.My ex boo,was involved in a horrific car accident that left one dead,i hope things work out for her you knw,went to visit her today,and told me about the whole ordeal.iam glad to have seen her strong though.This kind of things disturb me somehow,i ask maself sometimes you know why?? bt i think this is all just tests in life,and up to this point ive passed only a couple.I was glad to meet ma ex-step mom,she sensitive bt very strong indeed!